Jos.was.here.

2007-03-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

yes and yes!!

It has been confirmed and I will be staying NP to do Multimedia & Animation. I rejected NYP's offer in doing Digital Media Design as well as PJC's in doing A level. Right now, I just got to wait for the school to start and then do my best for it.

I am given a new chance here and I am sure, I will not fool around anymore.

2007-03-14T03:52:00.000+08:00

Selling of book

Attention to the following 2 groups of people, you might grab some cheap textbook from me, up to a discount of 50%

1) New year 1 student enrolled into Biomedical Science, Pharmacy, Biotechnology of NP

2) New year 1 student enrolled into Biomedical Science of SP

I am selling the following two textbooks which you may use in your Organic Chemistry and Microbiology module,

a) Foundation in Microbiology
b) General, Organic and Biochemistry

These book cost alot of money if you buy from school, I am getting rid of it, so if you are interested, please tag me at my tagboard.

Jobweek

2007-03-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

Jobweek camp is finally over. Today is the last day of Jobweek. This year round, I did not go out and earn but instead, I am one of the main committee member who is incharge of the IT system of the whole camp. It is not easy than those who went out to earn, I have to work under the demand of the group and within the time limit with great pressure exerted on me. I have learned alot from this camp but somehow, I feel that something is missing somewhere.

I am facing several emotional attacks these few days, somehow or rather, my mood can change totally within minutes, sometime, it can change just instantly. Hais, I do not know what is up in me, just hope that I can be as happy as I want to be.

Time to sleep.

Hey

2007-03-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

I detest wet weathers! Hate it alot, really, imagine going out with your clean jean and got dipped with water and stained by mud. It is just so mood spoiling.

Went back ZSS for relief lesson these few day and the whole school somehow or rather change alot. However, it is still able to give me a very pleasurable feeling. Somehow, I remember all the memories that I had in the school. I miss the DNT lesson, I miss running around the whole school, I miss whacking Sebastian's Butt, I miss the basketball court, I simply miss everything two years back!

If I can choose between studying in poly, JC or secondary school. I will choose secondary school. That is where my character builds up and the environment that trains me to be who I am now.

Hey

2007-02-27T12:04:00.000+08:00

It is great to hear compliments and good encouragement from people around me gave to my decision in my academic pursuit. Even my math lecturer back in BMS. Thank to everyone up there who gave me their support.

Right now, I am able to enjoy life. At least all my effort during the last quarter of the year in producing the portfolio isn't a waste, at least I got in somewhere.

Driving lesson next!

Hey

2007-02-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

A work by me inspired by road builders along the road working there, creating new roads for us, just like how each and every single one of us plotting our own journey in life. I made use of the signboard as a message to be brought across to remind people to "work ahead" instead of idling their life out.

It has really been super long since I really write something about my life. Hmm, have been working alot on my portfolio with NO knowledge at all for the past quarter of year 2006. My academic pursuit of the new year strikes open with series of interviews and aptitude test and my effort didn't went down the drain and here I am!

22/2/07, I finally received my first offer of doing Digital Media Design at Nanyang Polytechnic. I think it is a great chance that I don't wanna miss, really. The lecturer over there gave me the chance to excel there and they have hope in my determination and everything to do my best in their program. It has really been very long that anyone had actually gave their trust to me. I should not disappoint them and will put my 100% effort into whatever I do.

It is really a stupid mistake of mine to misread the time slot, this is what I will caution my children next time, NEVER miss an examination. I hope everything goes fine and well for me this year. Last year is really an unlucky year for me. Shall not elaborate too much, I am looking forward to the new journey plotted for me

Taken on the 21/02 at Sentosa Flower

Hey

2007-02-22T16:09:00.001+08:00

Hi Joseph,

Yup, I was about to call you to inform you that you are in! Congrats!

All the best in the coming semester and see you soon.

Happy New Year

Cheers,
Ms Pat

I got a place in NYP in doing Digital Media Design! Whoo. I think most likely I will transfer there.

Hey

2007-02-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey! I think I am blogging for myself to see but heck anyway. I have my loyal fan, Deneng, who will be there reading and pushing me to update.

CNY is just CNY. Everything is going to end soon. It is still the same, nothing much with that boring culture and tradition. School holiday now, hais, where will I be this coming april. JJC? NP? NYP? SP? I really have no idea but I am sure, I got to be in somewhere.

Nothing to blog. Tmr I will try sparking this blog up.

Heh

2007-02-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

That's my good girl. I never want to be a bad guy. Cheers. <3

It has been a long time since I blogged and hmmm.. Life has been always challenging ahead. Never stop working. Keep on going. (If you have seen my digital artwork)

Nothing much to blog

Happy New Year

2007-02-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! To all my friends and family! May the year of Piggy be a successful one for everyone! Cheers!

2006

2006-12-31T09:04:00.000+08:00

What I did in 2006?
I dunno
What I did not do in 2006?
Tons of regrets

Another year is going to past just like this. I really don't know what happened with my life this year? Everything came crashing down and flashing away very fast. Sometime, you couldn't even manage to capture the time yourself when you got to face the incoming one. Can time just stop for a second?

World is cruel, reality is cruel, life is cruel.

Living aimlessly this year, I have not achieve anything. My dreams smashed, goals disrupted. Sigh.

Hope the incoming one will be better. Happy New Year!

Merry Xmas!

2006-12-25T17:38:00.000+08:00

Whoo, it took me 3 attempts to get logged on to blogger and guess what, I realized I have not blogged for more than 1 month

Whats up with my life? Nothing much happened recent anyway, have been really busy doing my portfolio for NYP admission. Sad, a single mistake make my life so difficult and I am going to start again fresh as year1 next year. Long story.

Hopefully a new environment, new place will make me better, somehow.

I hope, I hope and I hope ...

Singtel SMS Shooutout 2006

2006-11-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

I went for the selection yesterday and I clocked my best timing at 49.6secs and went to the Semi Finals.

This morning, I broke my own record at 45.6secs and I made it to the top 10. The best timing for the semi final was just 45.3secs by this year's winner who broke the world's record.

The final was very tensed up, lots of flash light, camera and video recorder facing you, with lots of reporters around you, I feel like I'm a SMS superstar for a few seconds. I made an invalid timing for both the attempt at the final, I thought I clocked at 44secs, not just me, everyone did, the reporters and camera were all at me when I raised my hand, but who knows!?! The reply from the system is a "mismatch". I typed "the" instead of "they". Everyone was disappointed. Eliminated 250+ people at selection, trashed 40 ppl during semi-final and got send off by 1 letter.

Anyway, I got a Motorola Rker E2 hp, which worth $588, anyone wanna buy? It's like very useless to me leh, oh ya, and a free Hicard which means I got another number.

http://home.singtel.com/shootout/prizes.asp

I promised myself to train hard and prepare well next year and I'm aiming to break the world's record.

School

2006-10-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

School started 1 week ago and the semester is hectic. Tonnes of work to be done. I think I have only completed 1ppm of it. (For those who don't understand, that's some sort of unit conversion used in chemical or solution preparation, all thanks to Dr Kueh for his cold lame joke in lecture) He is one of a kind, with his "iso-tock" Carbon-14 dating joke. I still don't get it at all. *Shivers* The school of LSCT has so many funny lecturers around.

Dr Ho of Microbiology is alright but she is a little "zhi high" at times. This is the funny part.

The semester is going to be a very challenging one for me because firstly, I do not have any Additional Mathematics background and thus, I need EXTRA time for my Mathematics module and secondly, I have a very long time table each day. I believe my time table is the longest in the whole cohort, set aside the BLT student.

I'm down with flu now, argh, got to go. Math time!

Back

2006-10-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I update. I just came back from 5N'2005's Chalet yesterday and it's fun lah. It has been a very long since I met them too, except for a few close one.

There is 2 groups of people who I will never forget
1) ZSS 5N'2005 2
2) IJC 0641A

I got nothing much to blog, tommorow doing some community service for Venture and I'm thinking of joining some CCA in NP, but I'm afraid of time commitment.

School reopening on monday. Yawns

School starting soon

2006-10-08T11:28:00.000+08:00

After 7 weeks of break, school is going to start again, but I'm still luckier than the RP and SP's people up there. Cheers to NYP, NP and ITE's students! I'm still in the mid way of deciding whether to join any CCA for the next semester. I want to attain the gold certificate for CCA. It is really useful when it comes to university admission or at least a good testimonial in the diploma itself.

8 more days to school reopen. I'm excited to see people rushing for lectures, foodcourt filled with people and those mad life sciences student who is lazy enough to talk off their labcoat while having their lunch at canteen 5. Kinda stupid? I'm not going to be one of those.

I miss my JC mates. IJC'06 0641A!

JosEph's guides to love journal online

2006-10-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

Recently I have been disgusted by some bloggers posting their love life online. I mean love is something to be shared just between the couples and I see no point showing confession online to the whole world. But conversely, having a clean love journal posted online will be good for some flashbacks and memories ONLY to be shared between the couples.

In order to understand why these bloggers post their love online, I have do some research for my better understanding in this complicated feeling/passion - Love

Love is often defined as,
1) a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person
2) a feeling of warm personal attachment, deep affection concern for another person
3) sexual desires and passions for another person

These are top 3 pointers adapted from www.dictionary.com.

1) I think there isn't any profoundly tender nor passionate affection as shown on most blogs. "i want to see my darling cute cute face every morning", is this just some compliment or confession to the other party or is it just some sweet talk being shown here? By the way, cute cute which is use to discribe the other party may only be applicable to the one who wrote the post and not the whole world, so please save such words in personal SMS or phone chat.

2) A famous saying goes like this, "actions speak louder than words". Thus, there isn't any need to say things like "u know how much i wish to accompany my darling", "i hope i can be by her side always", "i want to hear my darling sweet voice" *Ehk Ehk* oops, excuse me, was sort of disgusted. But back to the topic. If someone really have strong affection or desire, I think one should willing to give up or rank their priorities in order to accompany the other party but not just by confessing blindly to the whole world.

3) I'm glad and lucky that I have yet to come across any online journal with components of sexual passion and desire or some sexual declaration or confession. If anyone intending to do so, please do up a login page and allocate 2 account, 1 to your bf/gf, 1 to yourself and keep your blog secure of other readers, we don't wish to get disgusted.

I hope everyone understand what I meant and lets keep this blogging community free of eye sore.

P:S: I'm not against anyone here, this is just my views. Ehkz Ehkz.

Time table

2006-09-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

The school updated me with my personalise time table a few days ago. I got 31hr of school every week as compared to those who have just 25hr. Stressful life next semester. I will be doing 2 type of Chemistry next semester. Inorganic and Physical plus Organic and Biological.

Nothing much happened recently but hey, I passed my Basic Driving Theory Test, it is not that difficult afterall by what people say. Will be booking for practical lesson soon.

3 more weeks to school reopen, I'm gonna rot at home now.

Hey

2006-09-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

Just got my exam result a few days ago and I did quite okay except for Organic and Biological Chemistry which I missed the exam and got to repeat, sotong me again. Other than that, I got 2As for my core module and 2 C+ for my IS module, zZz, was not in good term with the teacher, haha, long story lah.

Its okay! Charging up for next semester, I'm sure I will do better than before and won't be so sotong again!

An acceptable and unexpected good start for my life in polytechnic.

Interesting picture

2006-09-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

The first official public protest demostration at IMF today
- extracted from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/060915/1/43ghx.html

zZz

2006-09-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

Ever since that day, I have found myself losing the right to talk and speak, the right to explain and the right to manage me own life. I will never get my stand, never will I ever be able to fight for myself. At times I really feel like shutting up and observe how far can they go. How far they can link things. It's kind of hilarious and ridiculous as you see how funny and "no-link" they can be.

From that day, I never want to talk anymore. I walk my own life, plot my own route, and proceed my very own journey.

Normal day

2006-09-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

Went for relief teaching this morning and as usual, I brought the classes to the parade ground and the field for their PE. Nothing much, just that was kind of disappointed with the attitude of the Scouts. I punished them doubly for not listening to instruction and they were not very happy. Who cares?

Anyway, after reaching home, I head stright out to Orchard with Wanrong and we shopped around for Angela's birthday present. I didn't pay any cents. =X *Still dare to say*

I took several photos that I find it quite interesting lah. Haha.

LOL. For those who know this, look at the words! LOL LOL.

This bear is in lab coat, interesting?

Stress?

2006-09-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

Is life in Singapore really that stressful ? With all sorts of security measures of the recent IMF, the fear of a 911's repetition, the restriction of teeangers below 17 to be home by 11pm...etcs but however, let's not view it on a broad base perspective, scaling it down to an individual shows that no matter who you are, how rich your family is, how smart you are, anyone will be stress!

I believe stress is like a chained email that pass around all the people in this world. For example you see, a student is fear of doing badly for examination and he force himself to do well, that is kind of stress too, exerted by oneself and in the end he did badly and now his stress is passed on to his teacher. Student'sresult sucky = Teacher not doing job. Thus, the stress is passed on to the teacher and the teacher will be feared of being question by upper management.

I'M STRESSED, for no reason, really, no joke. Haha, don't ask me why.

Just chatted with one of my friends who is in stress too!

[~ Josĕpħ ~] says:
u high blood pressure ar
[Panda] [Why! Why! Argh!!! Blood Pressure @ RED Danger Zone!!!] [Injuries all Over] says:
ya
[Panda] [Why! Why! Argh!!! Blood Pressure @ RED Danger Zone!!!] [Injuries all Over] says:
class pressure, work pressure and driving pressure

I just can't stop laughing, don't ask me why. I just feel like. A way to relieve stress is to smile and laugh, so smile now! =)

Paranoid me

2006-09-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

The symptons are back and the worries is here again as the date of the release of examination result is around the corner. I start to have worries regarding my OBC examination again. I do not wish to change course nor delay in my graduation, neither do I want to have a screw-up GPA.

Hais, I can't sleep right now, just appealed to NP's examination board, the upper management is going to host a meeting this coming Wednesday regarding my case and I really don't wish to repeat the module or have a lousy grade for it. I studied hard enough for it. Those sleepless night that I've never felt before during my O'level. I just don't bare to see it going down the drain.

I do not want to disappoint any of my secondary school teacher who is having high hope in me. In their eyes, I'm always the hardworking one who hand in my work and be attentive in class. Imagine one day I walk up to Mrs Yeo who was my Chemistry teacher and I tell her this, "I'm repeating poly", how will she feel about me?

I just don't believe I'm in the verge of doing so bad academically. I've never feared any examination in my life before but this is the first time, for the very first time, I felt so hopeless and isn't really confident about the outcomes.

I have greater commitment in my life this year and I promised myself from the start that I'm not going to neglect my studies ever again and now, things are different. There's a saying which goes like this, "your greatest emeny is not anyone else but yourself, to beat yourself is to improve yourself" (Familar for those who watched wei xiao pasta from youtube?)

I just do not want to make another stupid mistake again. Bless me everyone.

Roller Blading

2006-09-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

And that's something new which I just tried recently, roller blading.

The last time I tried it was like weeks ago and I can't believe I actually had a very hard time trying to master it. Years ago when I just started cycling, things were much simple and easier to master.

Roller blading, a session of falling, my butt and leg hurts now, but nevertheless, we have alot of fun, all the falling is worthwhile still, at least I get back something now =P

Nothing much for the day and I will be start working next Monday

Help or not to help?

2006-09-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

Have you ever being into a position which you got to choose something, to help or not to help?

Few days back when I'm walking back home from Bangkit, I witnessed an old Malay woman falling off from her wheel chair, with her grand daughter by her side crying hopelessly. If you ever see this scene, what will you do? I believe many people will have the heart to lend a helping hand but sadly, there were many people around the scene, staring at what had happened and continue doing their thing, leaving an overturned wheel chair in the middle of the pathway.

Where is the heart? I couldn't discribe the feeling inside me on the spot, I went to the old Malay woman to check whether she is alright.

Not to discriminate, but it seems like the older generation of people who SHOULD be those who are "traditional" and "cultured" are those that "see things happen".

Alot of controvesy has being going around me of lending a helping han in my 18 yrs of life, and it's never ending. Again, not to discriminate or what so ever, majority of the older generation thinks that we should rather keep our hand clean rather than to get involved in something and be responsible about it. Sad, that reality.

Blogging?

2006-09-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

Just touched and went some of my friends' blog and wow! Surprising, the blogging mood is back! Perhaps, its just temporary with me cause I got nothing to do now. Sit down here stoning into the laptop, waiting for my result and school to start.

Oh ya, I just received a contract with ZSS of reliefing a PE teacher for 3 weeks. Easy money? Well, I want to enjoy my holiday first!

And guess what upon reaching 18 benefits you? I don't go to do any clubbing, I don't wish to get married so early. I don't want to smoke nor drink and neither do I wan to watch M-18 show. Im just hoping for the day I can hold the steering wheel.

Went to sign up for my basic theory test this afternoon and the quene was long. Waited for like 15min and then went to a counter. Proceed with the registration and everything. I hope I can clear this at one shot and then proceed on with driving!

I'm hoping and dreaming...

Nothing much for the day. Gotta book a date online for the test. =)

Blur Blur Sotong Me

2006-08-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

My exam ended today which was expected to end on the 24th. All becos of what? LOL. Because of the usual blur and sotong me for misreading the time for my OBC exam. It was suppose to be held on the 24th, 2pm to 4pm at the convention hall but I misread it as 3pm to 5pm.

I had a retest earlier on today. But I'm not very sure the mark counts. I might have to repeat a module. Sigh.

What shall be shall be, what will be will be...

Look forward

=)

Exam

2006-08-20T03:46:00.000+08:00

*blinks* Half a year in Poly is going to end soon and time really flies. I'm in the middle of examination and after next Thursday, I'm a free man once again! This is the first time I feeling so stress up from exam. I can say that O level is really really easy now. LOL.

If you want to know why people claims that Poly is hard to fail? Please find me, I'll explain to you. =)

Sigh, I didn't really do as well as I expected in poly. I hope I can achieve my dream result this semester and continue to work even even even harder for projects and exams.

My dream result
Cell Biology - B+
Organic and Biological Chemistry - B-
Trend in Life Sciences - B+
Info-tech in Life Sciences - A-
Communication Toolkit - C+
Individual and Community - C+

WAH

2006-07-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

It has been a month since I last blogged and I sort of miss secondary and JC school life. Life in poly isnt that relaxing afterall. Don't ever neglect ppl who tell you this "boy ar, finish O level, go JC, den go uni, fast fast finish NS" or "ger ar, go JC ar, don't do poly, the people there all gold hair, baddies"

My life still revolve around the 2Ss. Scout and Science. I got so many thing to focus in Science. Science is no longer as easy as primary school or secondary school. Chemistry is not just about chemistry. Biology is not just about biology. haha, there is so much of things beneath it lah.

Anyway, got to go now, bye.

What an eventful day

2006-06-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

Guess what? This is going to make you laugh like crazy after this.

Today during Cell Biology lecture, I was too bored and halfway through I went to the toilet. For those who know me, you should know that I'm those who walk very fast. Upon reaching the toilet, I push open the toilet door with great force and I heard a "bang". Guess what? I saw a man with little hair behind it and he was like trying to use his hand to shield his head and he yelled "hey!". It was so hilarious lah and I was like laughing to myself in the toilet.

But the sad thing is, I heard my friend saying that he is one of the vice director the school, but it is still the funniest joke of the month.

Back to school

2006-06-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

Back to school tml. I think my school changes alot. But still, a school is a school. I must get used to the studying environment there.

Studies: I have completed about 8% of my poly life now. More to go. More projects, lab work, attachment.. blah blah blah.

CCA: I have decided to go for the President Scout Award, will be working and commiting my time on it. It will be a very tough challenge for me, but I'm sure, with perserverance, endurance and everything, I'll be able to do my very best, though getting the award is important, but its still the journey and learning process that matters.

Social: I haven't been talking to all my friends lately because my life is totally packed up with things. So sorry, please keep coming to my blog and tag, I will reply

Nothing much, gonna pack my stuff, and get ready for tml's lesson!

Holiday

2006-06-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

What is study break? It seems like everyday I'm tied down with projects and scouts. Its okay anyway, I enjoy this busy life, especially when someone is always by your side, supporting you through at all time, thanks and I love you!

Nothing much to blog, going for a 3D2N holiday to Genting and KL tml, I miss you~

Human making decision

2006-06-07T10:32:00.000+08:00

Its weird how the human's brain generate choices and making a decision from it.

I have an exam, but I choose to procrastinate
I'm not good at observing changes, but I choose to do Chemistry
I hate memorising facts, but I choose to do Biology
I love economics and the world, but I didn't take business course
I don't enjoy scouting, but I choose to excel in it
I like my long hair, but I choose to shave bald
I love my brown hair, but I choose to dye black
I'm not tired, but I choose to slp

Amazing facts about the human brain, yawns.

Organic Chemistry and I'm done with 8.5% of my poly life!

Farewell

2006-05-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

I miss my pet bird. It left the world on Saturday. It has been with me for more than 10yrs. All the way back when my Dad caught it when it flew into my kitchen

I may seems not to care much but somehow, my heart sanks though it won't reveal on my face. Sad. Everytime when I having my meal, I will turn around, share with it some of my food but today, I realised that the cage is no longer there, feeling that something in my kitchen is missing. I miss it chirping at me when I'm eating. Sometime, I just don't realise that you've gone. Missed. Rest in peace.

VLC & PLTC was fun and someone say I grow fat? Really? Maybe too fortunate recently. Fa fu le

Hey

2006-05-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I'm supposed to be studying for my organic chemistry test on Wednesday but I'm still here wasting and idling my time and bloggin. haha, that's human's thinking!

Anyway, was very stressed and busy by my school work, everyone's that busy and pack up, hais, that's poly life. Attended Venture Leadership Course yesterday and learnt alot of thing.

People changes according to their environment? Quite true for me personally. Compare myself to my past few mths back. People around me starts to influence me directly. The one who changes me most is her. Ever since we are together, my life totally changes. I've change to a new person who simply enjoy simple life and I don't care about image anymore. What's so great about following the trend? Nowadays I just go to school with my jean and a simple shirt. I don't style my hair anymore (natural looks the best). I stop fussying about my hair (but I reall hates it when it is messy & dry) and most importantly, I start to think about other's well being. Previously, I used to be abit self centred sometime on everything but now, I start to think for others and it is really great accomplishing something as a team and not an individual.

Alright, nothing much to blog, bye!

Hi

2006-05-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

Life has not being the same since I entered poly. It is not as happening as most of the secondary students think it is, having slack rules, long hair, funky dressing and everything. I somehow still prefer the disclipine that is uphold in JCs and secondary schools.

I have been trying very hard to study as hard as possible to make sure I book a place in uni through the poly route but it seems like it is really ridiculous for me to reach the top 20% in a cohort full of scholars with 6, 7 and 8pts. (Sorry for being pessimistic ar, it is just my negative thoughts lah, but I'm not giving up easily)

If I were given a chance to re submit my JAE, haha, I will put PJC or JJC as my first choice. I rather study hard for the 2yrs to gain admission to the uni rather than trying my luck in poly.

I'm contridicting myself to the post I posted before JAE.

Nevertheless, life recently is great with someone by my side. I truly enjoy every moments.

Ok la, I go study liao, byebye

Hi

2006-05-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Poly's life isn't that happening after all (quoted from Ferry's MSN nick)

I got so many things to focus on - Ventures, Biology, Chemistry, Project(SsS) .. blah blah blah.

Sorry if I can't update frequently but keep your post coming on my tagboard, I will try to replu.

Hi

2006-05-04T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm currently at the library idling my life. 5hr break leh! What am I going to do? Things are suppose to do are already done. Haha, I also don't know what should I update?

Election 2006? Dr Teo just shaked his hand with me this morning, haha.

Nth much to say. And recently, the traffic of people tagging on my tagboard seems to increase, really thanks alot ar! I will try to update it whenever I get the chance to ok?

Byebye

Hi

2006-04-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, have been super duper busy since school starts. I have 3 project on hand. First, the scientific presentation project, second, the IAC project and third, the Communication Tool project. I still got to do an individual 2minutes speech myself. *Sigh*

Will try to update frequently lah, sorry people.

My Biology and Chemistry sucks!

You added colours and sPaRkEd my life =)

Hi

2006-04-23T15:04:00.000+08:00

Hey, sorry for not updating recently as I'm getting from busy to busier, haha. Anyway, school is starting tml and I can say that I got my thing 7788 done up le.

and my time table is super weird, I got 5hr break! Haha, that doesnt matter, I can do all my hw in school first.

Ok, gotta go now, the weather is freaking hot lah, sometime it jus rain non stop, abit sicky.

P:S:Just stole some past year exam paper from NP's online library, shhh, I could'nt understand a single thing there, yawns.

Hi

2006-04-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hi, sorry, I'm too busy recently to even update my blog. Was tied down with ventures & poly stuff. Haha, so sorry. Anyway, I'm ready for poly. Everything is done up, brought the lab coat & goggle, haha, I'm 100% ready for some practical lesson =)

Now gonna do some venture stuff. Bye.

Life's great with you around =D

<3

2006-04-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

I have found the pillars of my life, thats YOU, the one who is always there for me, I will treasure you =)

=) or =(

2006-04-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi people, after today's incident of nearly toppling the whole spoon tray of the dessert's shop, I have decided to tie my hand up wherever I go to minimize the risk of causing some incidents that is gonna happen sometime, someday, somewhere in this some-what screwed place.

I dunno I should be happy for my current situation anot, I'm currently getting along very well with her, I enjoyed the time I spent with her, she enjoyed the time she spent with me and it seems like everything is going very smoothly.

But I feel that I'm starting back my old habit of restricting and confining my whole world to just me&her. I start to ignore others smses, MSN and even block people, become an anti climaxer and anti social in orientation... blah blah blah.

Whatever it is, the only group of people that I will never neglect is my family. I don't need friends in poly and I don't need a big social circle anymore. This is not attitude, this is what I want myself to be as.

I know I may sounds contridicting to my previous posts but this is what I want my life to be now. Thanks for all the friends that is by my side, I will not forget those who is always there for me and will always treasure the friendship.

Back

2006-04-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

I have a itchy pair of hands. My hands just can't stop messing around with the unknown slots of the laptop, someday, sometime, something gonna drop off! I better tie my hand now.

Was supposed to be in NP right now but I'm back from the orientation because it was.. ehh.. not boring lah, but was somehow screw up and I hate the way the student union treated us lah. (Can't you people just talk to us nicely, need to shout one ar? We are not dogs ok and you are just the same age as me and just 1 yr older than the majority of them)

Haunted house was the scariest ever than those that I went in theme parks. I admit I got freaked off and most of the people cried and scream along the way, haha, want to know more about it, msg me in MSN.

Alright, nothing much to blog anyway, bye. I'm more looking forward to the camp next week, maybe becos there are lesser people bah, all same profession!

Community Service

2006-04-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

Had been super busy recently that I hardly have any chance to blog, lol. My life is filled with venturing and the incoming group camp, sian. I finally understand why planning isnt that great afterall, you got to coordinate, organise and make sure things goes well.

LOL, next monday will be NP's orientation. A 4d3n camp somemore, fun but tiring and I suddenly got the feeling that I don't want school to start so fast, haha, that's student's mentality. lol. and I'm truely inspired by NP's top graduate in Biomedical Science's, Penny Tan. She is the first Singapore's polytechnic student who make it to UK medical college bypasing degree in Biomedical Science. I hope I will be the next one, bleah. *Dreaming*

Alright, nothing much to blog actually. heh.

To Regynna: U are not forgotten also lah, I was just too busy also la and I didnt receive your sms! and lastly, if you die tml, not my prob, bleahs, ur own's, lol, kidding lah. Take care!

Flashback

2006-04-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to 1N1 for relief, suddenly I recalled of the time I'm in 1N1 6 years back. Clement, Adam and Serene's siblings are all in that class and I saw this little plump scout there which reminds me of myself, I even show him how I looked 6 years back by showing him my EZ link pass. They were all so lively and playful, just like us 6 years back. All these really make me think back of the past.

Had a super weird dream today. I dreamt of a friend telling me that she have to go to another place on the earth, she was like going around to all her friend telling them that she have to go. For once dream are so real. I could see tears welling in her eyes and same for all her friends. For that moment, I felt extremely sad to see a friend who has always been by my side to leave, I start to think of how I neglect her smses at time, when she is the one sending me outbox and nite messages and I replied none. I start to have flashback about the time I spent with her, the night I chatted with her till the next morning and all these happy days were like coming to an ending. I couldn't bare to see a friend leave just like this.

I jumped out from my dream and found tears rolling down my eye (The dream was freaking true that it controlled me emotionally), I quickly took my handphone to see the time, it shows 6.58am and I forwarded a outbox message to her, she should be heading for school at that time.

Treasure the time you have with your friends, you will never know who is going to depart from you at any point of time. I guess this dream woke me up. Though I have a wide social circle, I should also treasure every friendship, and not to take it for granted.

Hey

2006-04-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

Just finished my sambal shrimps dumpling *hot hot*. I'm gonna exercise intensively for the next few days, if not, I will really grow fat from all these BBQs and good food recently

Again the government is sharing their surpluses earned by our economic achievement to those citizens who have contribute to the economic growth but how about those who are promising to contribute but not at the moment? Haha. (I want a share of our country's achievement also)

Why not letting polytechnic's student enjoy student concession rate while travelling on MRT or bus? As you know, polytechnic's student will be shaped according to various specialisation of different profession such as engineering, life sciences, business.. blahX3 that is part of the success of our economic today. They will still somehow contribute to the economic in the near future.

So why not letting us enjoy part of the government's surpluses that almost everyone in the country is enjoying now?

(Poly student up there, see, I'm helping you people hor! Haha, better support me, jus kiddin')

Hi

2006-04-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hi people, I'm back here again. Time flies and there so many things happen every moments and yet so little time for me to think back about my life. Perhaps that is something that is shaping me for poly life as well as rovering next year.

Received an offer to be the flag bearer of Scout for SYF this year, but, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to fork out time for training and stuffs when poly starts. Firstly, I really got to spend alot of time for my course, this is for the long run and its super competitive lah. Secondly, I'm a special admission student and I promised NP that I will help in events before they accept me. How? I would really like to participate in it, its a pride to carry the SSA's flag and wear long slevees Scout uniform. *Puzzled*

9 more days to the un-official start of my poly life. I hope that I will meet some good people.

Back from chalet

2006-03-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, I'm back from chalet - 2 words to describe - Boring & Fun. Haha, sounds contridicting? LOL, sometime it is very fun lah, but sometime it is super boring. We spent our time there in arcade playing Daytona, slack around, go beach, exploring, go white sand and lastly go Red House!

Speaking of Red House, actually personally I don't believe in such thing but somehow some encounters change my views on such paranormal thingy. *Shivering*

On the first day, we went at about 8pm, there's nothing there. Everyone was disappointed. *Oh really?* After that we decided to go there again at about 2am (the peak hour of such ...) after the others arrive so that we can have more people. Upon reaching there, we saw another group of people going there too. We were told and cautioned before hand that we should offer something or at least pray to the 2 kirins guarding the house to plead for safety. I pray with both my palms together, and so did the rest. The other group of people offers cigarette and they put it on the gate. The cigarette went off faster than those who smoke! It's very freaking lah, I can still see the amber growing everytime, it was like someone is puffing inside. *Hair stands*

Other than that, we didn't have anymore encounter. I went back at around 6am and reached home at around 8am. End of chalet. Next events: NP's student union orientation.

I'm back

2006-03-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, I'm back from Triangle Warfare 2006 camp and it's great. Had alot of fun especially during the wargame. I was heavily drenched and hitted badly by water bomb. Though my clan didn't win this time round, as long as we had fun and enjoy ourself, it should be enough. 3 cheers for Fiery Fox!

Will be going to NgeeAnn tml to complete my course enrollment as well as to order the lab coat. Won't be able to online for the next few days as I'm going to 5N'2005's chalet! Yeah!

Back

2006-03-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

I was very very busy these few days. Reliefing is fun, but sometime boring lah, what am I talking? Contridicting myself eh? Sorry, ate too much ice cream, abit no sense today. Not the usual ice cream and don't worry, ice cream won't devest your sensory, its the imaginery ice cream, someone will know, haha, lame. Sometime I couldn't even have enough time to check my email.

Finally got my laptop and you know what it means? It means that I'm going to embark my 3yrs journey in Poly soon. Setting up the router and the wireless network isn't an easy task! I spent alot of time into it and I almost gave up. Let me briefly tell you what are the problem I have faced.

PC can't detect router, called Starhub, they recommend me to reinstall the network card driver. Contacted Acer, updated my network card driver online. Installed it. After which, reinstalled the whole router system, on the laptop but couldn't get online. Called NEC, activated the wireless setup. Got thru the internet but there's IP address conflicts. Searched the internet and forum for solution. Got it. I'm done (It took me more than 2hrs)

Schedule for the next few days/weeks will be super pack, it will be as follows,

24 March to 25 March - TFSG's Triangle Warfare 2006
27 March - Poly Enrollment
27 March - 29 March - 5N'2005's chalet!
10 April - 13 April - Ngee Ann Poly's Student Union Orientation
17 April to 19 April - LSCT's Orientation
24 April onwards - School starts

Time flies, and it's almost the start of my poly life, let bygones be bygones, no point dwelling into the history! Gonna start a fresh!

Back to school

2006-03-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

Back to school! Not to Ngee Ann Poly or Innova JC this time round and yes!, I'm back to Zhenghua Sec for relief teaching after so long that I thought the school have forgotten me. It has been like almost one month and I could say I enjoy teaching *more like monitoring the class*.

Zhenwei is there too so I'm not the only extra one now. It's quite a challenge for me to control people like a few years younger than me and I couldn't use what I use to control the Scouts, JosEph gave a sinister sarcastic grin

Life's simple as usual without any spices but I truely enjoy what I have and what I'm doing now.

Will update more again, got to sleep now, I'm meeting someone in dreamland later, I think I'm late, sorry, book that swing for me first okay? hehh

People do change

2006-03-18T18:01:00.000+08:00

Could you believe that a person can totally changes himself or herself 360 degree? Not really in term of apperance or what, but in the way his/her friends view her and how him/her protrayed himself/herself. Sigh, I couldn't believe that you have changed so much.

Chatted with a friend yesterday on the phone and I'm totally surprise and amaze to hear that a one time popular and spotlight of many peoples have become a nuisance that everyone hate. You deserve it? Hmm.. Perhaps, yes. I hate the way you exerts pressure mentally to someone, I hate the way you criticise your friends, I hate they way you are trying to be big headed, I hate the way you are trying to enlighten others, I hate you for everything you did!

Duoble-sided, hypocrite you are, metaphorically. Finally you revealed your true self, lol, lets see how will everyone judge?

Do you think this is karma or retribution? Or it is just pure jealousy from the others? I'm not sure, but its your own hands of bringing yourself to such a state now. I have nothing much more to say.

All the best to you!, JosEph exclaimed sarcastically with an evil grin.

Taggin'

2006-03-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by Hoonie!

If you've been tagged, you are to come up with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.
Do specify the gender.
Then, list down and Tag another 7 people on their pages.-
If u've been tagged before, u need not do this again.

Have Fun!

Gender: Female
1) Devoted, commited, faithful
2) One that don't restrict my freedom!
3) Understand me!
4) Not materialistic
5) Supportive
6) Encourage me in all difficulties (thou my Scout law says that I should be courageous)
7) Lastly, don't play with my feelings!

7 Lucky person that I tagged
1) Deneng
2) Jennyfur
3) Regynna
4) Yingying
5) Jingting
6) Irene
7) Brina

Jobweek and 5N'2005

2006-03-15T11:23:00.000+08:00

Jobweek 2006! .. Haha, same old thing. Not surprise that I'm the top earner again, *exclaimed sarcastically* . LOL. This year I earn a total of $701.85 for the 3 days and it marks the end of my 6yrs of Jobweek. Next year I don't need to do liao.

DAY 1
I went around Bukit Panjang area myself in the morning and the people here is generous, one uncle even topped me with $15 for just cleaning the window. It greatly boosts my spirit! Met up with Wanrong and Angela in the afternoon for lunch and they seems to enjoy their time with those cadet scouts. I really miss those cadet scouts who I handled last year. Most of them have grown up to the extent that I can't recongnise them anymore. After lunch, I went on more solo action and then report back to GSS. Total earning for the day: $391

DAY 2
Feeling quite lathergic on the second day as I have not much sleep. Played some stupid forfeit game the night before. Have breakfast with Vincent and Shidiq before we set off to Woodlands. Went in deeper into the estate and after everything, Super sian, we played around with our time. Vincent tried using China accent and some Japanese word to ask the aunty for jobs. Super funny lah and we tried to NCSH those uncles and aunties. haha *NCSH is something we know only!* Simply because we lost our way, haha. Was supposed to meet up Wanrong and Angela at 3pm but we delayed it till 4pm, simply becos we lost out way. In the end we took a cab down. On the way we saw Johan and Kawai. We went pass Kawai and asked him to hop on the cab. Super funny lah, Johan was left alone there. Met up with Wanrong and she tagged along for Jobweek. Went back to CCK area and .... *cannot be revealed, if not all of us will be in deep trouble* .. hahah. Went to Wanrong's house and her mum drove us back to school. Total earning for the day: $263

DAY 3 (Slackest day, last day of my Jobweek)
Wanrong and Angela went back home to do their Enrollment stuff so the rest of us went to Lot1 to have out breakfast. Met her up at her house and we went to Telok Bangklah (dunno how to spell lah) to do Jobweek. On the bus, we were like falling log. (asleep lah) Have our lunch there and we decided to go to Sembawang area. Took a cab down and again, we slept on the cab like a log. Whose idea is that to go to Sembawang? We hardly earn anything there as the area is combed. Sianz, I asked most of the Venture to come my house to do coporate jobweek lah, haha, by right should be slacking. Went back GSS. Total earning for the day: Split with Wanrong, $46.85

I know I didn't abid by the Scout Promise, I didn't do my very best.

That's all for Jobweek'06, it marks the end of my Jobweek's days. No more next year. Jobweek is always so fun with lots of unexpected surprises. Truely an enriching experience for those who had not done before. You will meet peoples from all walks of life.

Went back home on tuesday and there's a BBQ for all 5N'2005 at night and I finally received my Enrollment Package!

Friends

2006-03-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

People walk in and out of your life so often that you could hardly even catch their exsitence sometime when they just walk out and never come back. Few days back at NP, I met one of my so called long lost friend. He is actually the one is the "head" of all of us, the one who always kana talk about, the main threat in the clique, the one who can almost psycho and influence everyone. I broke off my friendship with him few years back simply becos we couldn't agree on the same thing. *Thinking of the composition I wrote about him which earns me a very high score back in sec3.. PRIDE*. How childish our thinking is right?

He even challenged me to a sparring match (back then, I've not practise any Martial Arts yet). How silly he is. LOL. Of cos, I've long expected that he will come out with excuses to reject the match or whatever. Since then, we have not spoke to each other, even we see each of us on the street, we will just drop our head or look somewhere else.

But few days back, our conversation sparks up again. It seems like we have forgotten all the past.

See, it's really amazing when it comes to human relatiosnship right? Time really settles everything. It has been about 3yrs and all our hate and agony of anger are gone with just, "hey, what course you going?" and some smiles. =)

The earth will be a better place with more friends than foes.

I'm glad that I have so many friends around me who is always by my side.

DEDICATION OF FRIENDSHIP

To the Ventures (Shidiq, Vincent, Regynna, Doreen.. etcs.), you people are really good, its my pleasure to have you people as my friends, my companion, lets put Venturing aside. haha.. *Don't shed your tears yet lah*. kiddin, haha.

To Weelee, Junlong, Hongyao, Deneng, haha, still the same, we are always there sharing craps.

To my IJC frens, you people are the best bunch of friends that I ever wanted to lose. Weep not for the memories (like what's on our Lit lecuture notes).

To Hoonie, Fred, Peisi.. etcs, I won't forget you people, haha, at least there's someone to chat or sms with me whenever I'm bored. haha.

To Jennyfur, haha, really enjoy chatting and smsing with you, we are the boring kids, haha, and not forgetting the movie!

To WK, Ber, Darren.. etcs, wherever you are going, we shall always remember our friendship and the days we spent together.

To Ying^2, my first friend in NP, haha, congrats! Sorry ar, forget to ask you about your special admission thingy as I'm too busy with mine!

and the list goes on, there's alot of friends which I have not listed lah, haha, sorry if I miss out your name, whatever it is, stay in contact!

Survival Camp 2006

2006-03-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I'm back from the annual Venture Survival camp. Haha, this year, I have countered my fear for survival killing. It took me years to fully countered the fear before I could kill a frog and skin it myself. I have fear for killing animal during survival training becos, firstly, due to some religious reason, for the stuff I've read about retribution and karma. Secondly, I don't dare to touch those animal. The scaly skin, slimy body... etcs. (*.*)

Solo night for the junior is truely a night full of fun and excitment right? Haha, I didn't enforce any disclipine becos I understand that Venturing is not all about training and be garang. I understand that most of you don't really need to fork out time for this "extra commitment" but you guys came here, for friend, for fun, or your passion.. or for whatever reason. I fully understand the feelings. I'm really happy to see you guys walking out of your solo night site with lively and happy faces. You guys still can joke around though you people were really tired. Truely appealing. Haha, now you all know why I don't like strict rules been enforced or what cos I'm once a junior what, and I know how it feels to get hooked on.

Haha, today just went to visit NP, SP, RP, NYP with my friends. They are appealing for the course they want. Really hope all my friends can get into the course they want.

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE START OF MY POLY LIFE! CHARGING UP! BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE!!

LSCT's Freshman Orientation 2006! 17 - 19 April !!

JAE & JPSAE

2006-03-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

Result is out for both JAE & JPSAE!

JPSAE
Dear JOSEPH SOH CHOON MENG

Congratulations! You have been accepted into Biomedical Science/Biomedical Laboratory Technology at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. The enrolment details will be mailed to you by the end of this month.

JPSAE Administrator

JAE
The results of your application are as follows:

Posted Institution: NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course Name: BIOTECHNOLOGY
Course Code: N49

Really really happy about my posting result. I got into my first choice of course. Really nothing can describe my feelings now. I'm still wondering if I'm dreaming. I can't believe that Ngee Ann Poly really accepted me, a slightlyyyy above average student, into the most demanding and popular course of all students, Biomedical Science through the special admission thingy. The cut off point was like 9 only and I really can't imagine myself doing project with those 6,7 and 8 pointers. Wow, this is super competitive and I swear that I will not take this for granted, I will really really study hard to be the top 5% of the cohort, which is the only reason I gave not to myself only, but to my teachers and family, for not going to JC.

Hey

2006-03-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGYAO! First among us who reached 18. haha, may all your dreams came true!

Today went to Beach Rd with Zhiyang to buy some survival stuff, after that went to Bugis to meet up Dongmei and her friends. We went around bugis and bugis street walk walk see see.. blah blah blah. After that we went to plaza and I got to PS them there, haha, sorry, got another appointment with Weelee they all.

After meeting them, we went to a nearby playground to chit chat, play catching, hoscrope (dunno how to spell that lah) and then went home at around 2.30am.

I'm so excited about the JAE's and JPSAE's result!! I really have no idea what course will I get with 13 pts. Biomedical Science? Biotechnology?? or Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering???

I got a strong feeling that it will be Biotechnology for both admission I applied for, but I really want to go Biomedical Science, its my passion! Physical Science, especially Biology = my cup of tea!!!

0641A

2006-03-02T03:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry people, I won't be able to make it for the class reunion, and also very sorry that I left the class earlier than most of you people. Simply becos, if I were to stay, I might not bare to leave at the end of the term.

Miss the rugby game that we had,
Miss the lectures we once attended,
Miss the tracks that we once ran,
Miss the school library we once slacked in,
Miss the hall we dozed off together during PCCG,
Miss p 4-4 (see I still remember) that our civics lesson held,
Miss Mdm Gowri who did more than a teacher for us,
Miss the LTs that we once conquered,
Miss all the fun and joy that we once had,
Miss all the memories that was left..

I miss INNOVA JC and 0641A!

Late?

2006-03-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

Late? A bad habit? or a common excuse?

What happened to the society? Where's the sense of urgency? Why is everyone taking time for granted? Can everyone please just put in a little more effort to make it on time for appointments? Don't tell me 10mins of preparation before appointments will kill and burn away ur brain cell or will it mutate your genes and devast your genetical makeup? and also, if you can't make it on time, please stop setting the time 15mins earlier while you yourself jolly well know that you will be 30mins later. What's that total 45min of waiting time for? For me to spread the red carpet for your arrival? or for me to look like a fool waiting waiting and waiting? Pls, you are no big shot. I don't like waiting and I hate people who are late for appointments! It shows how unawareness you are about yourself and how screwed up your life is.

Losers is what I classify them as. *L-grade* Down with losers!

If you are just late for 5min, it will be alright, no one will get pissed off waiting for just 5min, but what if it is 15mins? 30mins? or even 45mins?

If I were to be a designer, I would design a chip clock that will be inserted into those potential late comers skull and once they miss their appointment, electricity will be given out to fry their brain! and loud impact tick-tock of the minutes and hours hand will encircle their head! (Sorry ar, abit saddistic, aftermath of watching Final Destination 3)

From today onward, I won't be the nice guy who will be punctual for appointments, unless the world change.

People often remarked, "In order for the world to change, you must change!", well, crap lah. I stayed punctual and I managed my time well but does the world revoluting around me does the same?

Monday

2006-02-28T00:54:00.001+08:00

Monday? LOL. Today went to Jurong area with Shidiq to repair his mp3 and than we went around the central looking for laundry services for jobweek. Sigh, got to go down again tml.

After that met up with Jennyfur at CCK and then went to watch Final Destination 3 with her and her cousin.. haha, and also Deneng. The show was... ehhh.. "nice" ending lah and some of the scene really gross la. Right Jennyfur? I almost puke, seriously... and I don't dare to ride on roller coaster or take any photo randomly le. haha.

At night met up with JL and WL to talk rubbish till now.

Life's just like a journey with excitement and new things to discover along the way.

P.Ubin Recce

2006-02-26T11:55:00.000+08:00

There's still more photos if you want to see. haha. MSN me for more!

Where's my heart?

2006-02-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

Snipped my fringes today and the colour is gone now. If not someone say very ugly and what hor.. right? Haha.

Where's my heart? Where' my feeling? Am I so cold-hearted? I swear and I promise that I will not mock at it anymore. People nowsaday just don't know their limit. I know my limit and I know I'm gonna stop it now. Feel so bad, argh! Sorry.

Needs?

2006-02-22T14:01:00.000+08:00

What's up in me? Have you ever tried putting your feets into someone elses shoes and got stuck in it? Know what I mean? Have you ever tried viewing life in a brighter and optimistic way but you yourself are craving and expecting more from it? Have you ever say "smile always, be happy, stay alive!" to someone else but you yourself feels that this is just a word and encouragement and no more?

I may be in the lucky run as compared to my peers. I don't have great history like what Tim and Zeda have. I don't have any problems or anything to bother. My environment provides me with everything I need, everything I desired, everything I longed for, everything that provide spices to my life. I have family, friends, future, freedom, rights, stand.. all that I need .. but why am I still craving for more, expecting more from life than I need? According to the Maslow's hierarchy of needs, I'm already at the top of the pyramid and I got everything I want?

What's there in me that I'm lacking of? Am I too ambitious to improve my life or am I trying to push myself for the better? Is this good or bad? Can someone tell me? Or guide me through?

Recently...

2006-02-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

Life without school and work = Boring.. Hmm. What I did for the whole week?

Last thursday I quitted my job @ Cafe Cartel. Argh, long story, don't wanna talk about it liao. Last friday I went for movie marathon @ Ngee Ann poly with Shidiq, Mingjie, Fuming, Nigel, Bingquan and of cox not forgettin the organiser, Regynna. Always shoot me rite! Haha. I watched a total of like 5 movies. I reached there at about 10pm because I went to IJC for the Valentine's concert and I left halfway. Chatted with my CT while I walked to the MRT. She was like quite sad that the whole class is leaving. Really sorry lah, I don't want to leave either, but I don't want to waste my 2 years if I know I'm going to fail my A's anyway.

Yawns, boring life, nothing to blog anymore.

The ember is still burnin but how long can it lasts?

2006-02-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

Have you ever tried doing something that you don't enjoy it at all? Do you ever tried to cultivate passion by doing something that you really don't like?

I don't enjoy what I'm doing for these few days.. how long can I lasts?

My Sec2's Result

2006-02-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

Was flipping through my report book just now and this is my sec2 result. Pathetic?
Ha. This is really my result previously. I never fake it or what. Hais, it's really a long and hard battle for better result all these days.

Cafe Cartel

2006-02-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

Argh, yesterday was my first day in my second part time job as a waiter in Cafe Cartel at Raffles Place. Not that easy. Super and extremely tiring when you kana the night and closing shift. I finally know that working isn't that easy as compared to studying after all.

During the past when I'm a student, I used to complain that studying is boring and tedious and was always hoping to get out of the school and work but these few days when I'm working, I really feel like going back to IJC for lectures and tutorials.

And also while relieving a class, I really feel like exchanging my position with the student, siting down there doing their own revision while their teacher is not here.

To those who are still schooling, my advice for you: Study hard and get a good grade and then go into the next higher insitution of your choice!

Face and pride, is this so important to a guy? Yawns..

HEY

2006-02-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

It's an unforgetable day today as it was my first day as a relieve teacher back in my Secondary School. Whoo. Actually quite unexpected that Ms Yeo will call me this morning and asked me if I want to be a relieve teacher anot. At first when I was there, I felt so weird and scare. Those student we like just a few years old younger than me. Haha, but they are fun to be with and those sec1s are so cute lah.

Luckily Yuet Shi was there as a relieve teacher too, if not, I'm the only young teacher. LOL.
We were like so outcasted eventhough there's a few teachers who asked us to sit with them during assembly. Argh, I just don't feel comfortable.

1 year ago I sat on the floor, 5 days ago I just worn the uniform and now I'm the relieve teacher. weird?

And there is some students who took my pic during lesson, haha, thank to Jiamin.

JAE

2006-02-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

Chosen my courses this early morning about 2am. Hopefully I can get into the first or the second choice.

1st - Biomedical Science/Biomedical Laboratory Technology (NP)
2nd - Biotechnology (NP)
3rd - Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering (NP)
4th - Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
5th - Aerospace Technology (NP)
6th - Biomedical Engineering (NP)
7th - Pharmacy (NP)
8th - Business Studies (NP)
9th - Banking & Financial Services (NP)
10th - Logistics Management (NP)
11th - Integrated Events Management (RP)
12th - Jurong Junior College (Arts)

O'level result

2006-02-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, quite happy with my result actually. Now I've no idea what course to do. Any recommendation?

O'level result
English - C6
Chinese - B3
Mathematics - B3
Science (Bio/Chem) - A2
Design & Technology - A1
Combine.H (Geo/SS) - B3

L1R4: 15
L1R5: 18
L1R4 - CCA: 13

Argh

2006-02-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

4 more freaking hour to the result.

Damn worried and I heard alot of rumors about it. What math A2 need 88/100. Argh!! What English moderated? ..

And now it's raining heavily!

In school now

2006-02-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

IJC!! I will miss you!!!

I thought monday was my last day but today, I make it to school. Sigh, I'm in the school library now. Skipped all tutorials and lectures. I'm here for friends or for what?

I'm very excited and also worried about the O'level result tml. Am I contridicting?

All my friends are having their tutorials now but I'm here in the library surfing the net. Hehh. Good life?

Got to rush my Chinese assessment now. Will update again.

Oh ya, tonight have Jobweek meeting and also I won't be home tonight also. Will be ton-ning outside. Can't sleep either.. so..

Prediction

2006-02-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, let me predict my worst and best O'level result based on my confidence level. LOL

Worst
English - D7
Math - C5
Chinese - B4
Combine.H - C5
Sci (Bio/Chem) - B4
DNT - B4

L1R4: 24
L1R5: 29

Best
English - B4
Math - A2
Chinese - A2
Combine.H - B3
Sci (Bio/Chem) - A1
DNT - A1

L1R4: 10
L1R5: 13

My own expectation
English - C5
Math - B3
Chinese - B3
Combine.H - B3
Sci (Bio/Chem) - A1
DNT - A2

L1R4: 14
L1R5: 17

Hope I can get my expected grades bah.

JAE' 05

2006-02-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I just check on the cut off points for JAE'05 and can you believe that the most demanding life sciences course just need R4 17 and 18? (Biotechnology 18, Biomedical Science 17). I dunno is it an error or what but I still can't believe. The following information is extracted from NP website.

http://www.np.edu.sg/aa/jae.html I'm not joking ok? You can check it out yourself.

But don't go that course lah, don't fight space with me ok? Go other better course? LOL. Those who can go JC go lah, JC is cool you know? It's the shortest route to the University.

Right or wrong?

2006-02-06T14:24:00.000+08:00

1 months plus had just passed and it's a turning point of my life now. I've decided to quit college today. Really sorry, I know I will get no where there. It's not that I'm thinking negatively, but I'm facing the fact earlier than I could accept it. I know that M.I.A is not a good choice, but it's my only best option!

Met her yesterday to pass her some assessment book. Actually the assessment book was for Shiji and some Scouts of the younger generation, but recently I've not heard from them, so I just gave it to her lor. If you are hardworking and commited in your studies, you just need a ten-year-series and you will score very well! Trust me, loads of assessment books is futile!

And also, I passed her some photos and the handphone heart thingy. She didn't expect me to gave it to her also. But really, I had learnt my lesson and I know how precious time is. I can't waste anymore time le. I've much more thing to pursue, my dreams, my ambitions and also to get a place in this competitive society! During these days when I'm in IJC, I've learnt alot of things about life. I've felt the real motion and the real pace in this world. Nothing will be more important than making it big in life for me. I've felt the significance of moving forward in this driving world and my previous achievements and results is just a checkpoint and I'm not going to be complacent about it.

A few more days later, I will be approaching another checkpoint of my life. It shall always stay as a learning journey and a starting point for me to path for the road I deserve. =)

In school

2006-02-06T09:55:00.000+08:00

Hehh, I'm in school now. haha, this is the first time I'm blogging in school.

Blogging in the library is cool lah. haha. Just hope that what I wrote is not been monitored. Hehh.

I skipped my Lit tutorial because I didn't do the homework. LOL.

K la, shall update again when I reach home. =)

Hehh

2006-02-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

My sister managed to grab this dunno where and this is the article about the release of O'level and A'level result. Sorry ar, I purposly scan it this way becox it is to FREAK EVERYONE OUT!

Hehh.

IJC

2006-02-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Guess I'm quitting college soon as O'level result is coming out. Sorry people, I have thought of it and poly is the route for me.

Having a feud with a noob teacher there who always takes his own sweet time setting up his stuff for lectures and tutorials. I'm not going to cut my hair for you! and I even told him I got coloured fringes. He was freaking rude the way he talk and when someone tries to explain something, he will like "nonono". No mutual respect shown. I can't imagine there is still this type of "take-pay" teacher in JC level. Sigh.

And before his lesson ends today, I tricked and "clowned" him man! So fun. hehh. He was very pissed off lah and I even snapped my finger to gain his attention. He said that I'm treating him as a waiter, yea, I think a waiter deserved to be treated better.

Valentine

2006-02-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

Inspiration needed for a love/friendship poem for my literature assignment. Sort of a Valentine's day thingy. Eh, this thingy is cool ok? and if my poem(s) is ever selected, it will be publish on a bookmark or booklet and everyone in the college will be reading it.

*pride rushes through my body* , so comical, heh, and why am I sounding like sufi? hor? haha.

18 yrs of lonely valentine.. hehh. remarkable =D

CNY

2006-01-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

Having reunion dinner with my family =D

Acting cool eh? hehh. =P

Lion dance in my aunt's place. So happening!

hehh. nice? cartel rawks!

At Cafe Cartel with my cousins and sister =)

Yum yum .. taste good!

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends up there! .. May the year of dog be a better one! All the best! For those taking their O'level result now, good luck eh! .. For those taking their O'level this year, best wishes!. For those taking their O'level next year, don't waste anymore time. hehh. For those who had taken their O'level, keep in contact! .. Hehh. Sorry ar, my life is encircling around with these O'level thingy.

Too busy to blog, a picture speaks a thousand words!

O'level Result

2006-01-29T10:13:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking of you day and night, you've made my life uneasy and insecure. My heart sunk each time I think of you. I can't fall into my sleep each time my mind is filled with your prescene. I can sense that you are around the corner and you've been my nightmare all these days.

YOU = O'LEVEL RESULT

Happy CNY!

2006-01-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

All red, I'm not extra =D

Hasn't been updating my blog frequently for a very very long time since I embarked my journey towards the star (ad astra, like what my school motto says) in this college. New people, new environment, new teacher (except for Mr Ng. hehh), new friends, new faces... etcs.

Today was the CNY celebration. Took quite alot of photos with my class and friends. Stupid friendster's error don't allow me to upload it there, so I shall upload here. heh. CNY celebration there was much well-planned than the one in ZSS. Seriously, I think the counsellers is much more hard working than ZSS's one. No hard feelings ok? heh.

Went back to ZSS today with Fadilah and Wenxian. I think we are the "late-comer". PJC, JJC, ACJC releases their student at about 10am+ and our school releases us at 12.30am. zZz. We took a cab down and luckily the teachers is still there. Chated with Mr Foo together with Fadilah for quite a time and we asked him if he knows the actual date of the release of O'level result. He said that it should be 10 of feb. I only believe his analysis based on trend and frequency man! hehh. I chated with Mrs Yeo also and she said that she have faith in me to get distinction for my science. Hais, touched, hehh, this is the first time someone said this to me. No one had ever said this to me previously.

Hais, in less than a fornight or so, I might be parting IJC. Sort of developing a special type of feeling that is inside me that makes me reconsider whether to leave or not and also a unique sense of pride and achievement of been an Innovian. I can't imagine one day I wake up and realise that I don't have to attend lectures and tutorials, no more fun with my class, no cowboy music chasing people to form up in the parade, no more running around the track and all these have become part of my memories. Like what my friend cautioned me the other time, it's easy to say go but it's hard to leave.

Nvm, predestinated and fated, what's to worry about? hehh.

Life goes on III

2006-01-21T09:03:00.000+08:00

haha, somehow tuned to JC life already but don't really like it anyway, though the lecture & tutorial system is cool. Hais, I can't catch up a single thing in Chemistry. It was like a 10km range between O'level and A'level. Its really a new thing.

So happy that today is a saturday, which means the whole week will be ending soon. Oh ya, went for NYP open house yesterday after school with my classmates. It was really very cool when you step into the campus. IJC vs NYP. Big different.

Will be going to SP today for the openhouse as well as to see Zhenwei's project with my classmates again.

Will be a very very busy weekend. Here's my time plan.

Sat & Sun
12pm to 5pm - Going to SP with alex and pris.
7.45pm to 6am(Sun) - Venture'06 Investiture Hike
12.30pm to 9pm - 0641A's outing to Sentosa

Life goes on II

2006-01-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

Heh, i'm back from a long long week fully filled with school work and venturing stuff. This saturday will be the Venture Investiture for the new recruits. heh, I hereby welcomes you guys (and of cox the gers) to our big family of The Fox Scout Group.

Life in IJC is full of surprise and fun man! Had a great time with my new class 0641A. You guys (and once again not neglecting the gers) just rocks! Met new people like Narsi, Zeda, Sufi, Ginger, Yanling, Sufi.. blah blah blah, and of cox Alex and those from my tribes, wintum. Oh ya, and not forgetting the super crappy Ragha who is full of craps everytime. You just made my day =D

Heh, but sad lah, for my future, I got to leave unless I see that I can make in big here. So sorry. But nevertheless, we shall treasure the 30 days or so left in our college life. =D

I'm looking forward to the class outing to Sentosa this sunday! yeah! 0641A @ Sentosa. I will be the camera guy this time round. =D

Life goes on.

2006-01-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

IJC school library

Side gate of the school

Having my English Literature lecture

Lectures and tutorials starting. Life goes on as a student. Just the first lesson and I'm lost. JC is not as easy as secondary school, it is like 4 times stressful and the pace of studying is like 4X faster. The seat in the LT really makes me sleepy and the aircon which was so cooling which adds on to the desire of having a nap during lectures.

Got some homeworks on hand, gotta finish them and revise all my O'level stuffs. It's really competitive here when I see students mugging hard during breaks. Hais, no choices, as what the principal had said, we are now competing against the "top students" of every school.

Oh ya, speaking about the principal, she caught me for my hair today. Argh.

Will update again.

IJC

2006-01-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

haha, orientation for us just ended and it's really fun lah, niceeeee one lah! .. The OGLs and student council really kannnn de hao lah! haha, the rave party was the fun-est out of the rest, running around "whacking" and "phucking" people, dance like some mad people, shouting your throat out.. blah blah blah.

k lah, everything's over. Hope our frenship last bah, though we might not stay or in the same class again but just hope that everyone will be happy with the choice of their lifepath. All the best!

Life in JC

2006-01-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

Life in JC is quite alright so far, meet lots of people, Samuel, Sam, Alex, Raja, Ray, Wenxian (who was my secondary school mate) and those girls from Wintum. Couldn't imagine that we really became such great friends when we were all very quite the first day. Enjoyed our small crapping session during talks and recess break. It's so funny and my teacher got fooled by me when I told her that I have trimmed my hair when I actually didn't and the best thing is that she say she can see that I've trimmed it, hahah. Anyway, enough of nonsenses this week, lectures and tutorials starting next week. Gotta gear up.

But I'm not staying for sure. This 3mths course is more like a preparing session for me to gear up for poly. Why should I limit myself with limited choices of subjects in JC when I got a wide spectrum of courses to choose in poly? K la, update again next time.

First day in IJC

2006-01-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Heh. First day in IJC!!! .. Quite sian and also quite fun lah. Anyway, it's a new studying environment which is a new thing to me!

Compare ZSS and IJC. hahah, ZSS no kick lah! .. IJC is much bigger and nicer than ZSS.

Anyway, shall update again, tired after a long day of school and scout.

Today will choose subject le. Chemistry or Biology? Economics? 3 Sci 1 Art or 2 Art 2 Sci?

Back to school

2006-01-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

Heh, school is back, hope everyone who is still schooling is charging up now. A new year, a new challenge. For those taking O'levels, heh, don't start your revision late, start it somewhere in feb when you are adapted to the environment, if not you will sure regret! Take my advice!

I'm somehow ready to start school le. Anyway, I got a 4 days orientation thingy, so somehow can slack abit.

Alright, shall update again, IJC, here I come!

Compliments on my hair?

2005-12-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

Heh. Received tons of compliments on my hair recently and I'm somehow sick of the colour and finally, I've decided to set it to the default colour, black. *Sounds like playing game, heh.* . For who? For Scouts, for IJC and for the image of ZSS. Enough for all the fun, it's time to practice some self disclipine. I don't want to disappoint any of my teachers who had once taught me in secondary school. Imagine they saw a familar face with coloured hair going back to help the Scouts in their recruitment, what will they feel about the Scouts?

Just went to Jurong Point for Seoul Garden and on my way back in the bus, there was this woman with 2 kids seating opposite of me. (I'm seating at the first few seats of the bus.) .. and one of the kids ask his mum this, "Why the boy hair can use colour pencil to colour 1?" .. I was like -.-!!!

His mum didn't answer him and he posted 1 more question to his mum, "Why his hair up down up down 1?" ... It was so funny lor and that's how kids talk.

K lah, got to go, will update again next year, happy new year 2006! I hereby wish all my friends, a Happy New Year. May all the bad memories be forgotten and may 2006 be a year full of fun and exciting journey ahead.

Sleep fear?

2005-12-31T01:48:00.000+08:00

2am now and I think I don't dare to go into my sleep. Stupid leh. Talk to my god sis about a stupid topic over the phone, wah lau, I don't dare to sleep now. We chat about ghost stories and how ghost communicate with human. This is the first time I don't dare to sleep and somemore I'm in my own house. I dunno is it true lah, but it really sounds true.

I guess if anyone overheard our conversation, they will sure be freakkk off. Listening to fast music now, hopefully I can forgot what she told me and get into my dreamland.

Cya, will update again. Bye bye 2005

Year 2005

2005-12-29T03:17:00.000+08:00

Sigh, just couldn't enter my sleep. Seems like there's something bothering me again. I guess it's about the attitude of my Scouts. It's their recruitment and we Venture Scout has to push them hard for it. I remembered 2 years ago when I was a Patrol Leader, there's no such services! We planned everything ourself and hold our own recruitment.

Year 2005 is about to end and I can't imagine I'm going to be a J1 student next year. I still don't have the urge to report to IJC on 3rd Jan next year, can anyone motivate me? Just couldn't imaging the type of life and challenges I will be confronting next year. The whole of this year was indeed a new challenge that I have successfully countered. Firstly, with the arrival of O'level, followed by series of Scout activities when most of my friend are preparing for their exams and lastly, her. It's really not easy to deal with the stress exerted. Well, I still endured my way through and I believe I have also pick up some life skills along the way. My relationship with my friends also became better during these times. Really glad to have true frens around me who went thru thick and thin with me. About her, up up down down I can say.

Year 2006 will be a turning point for me. For the start, I will be dealing with the Scout Recruitment. Upcoming next will be my life in IJC. After which, will be the release of O'level results which I will then choose my school again. From there, my life shall goes on. heh. If I could be able to dump my burden, I will do it before the year closes so that it shall not be forwarded to a new chapter next year. As for her, don't blame me if I never live up what I once said and promised, cox' I have found my real life which is worth pursuing for. Hope you are reading this.

A new year, a new start, lets be optimistic. Hopefully it will be a better year for me as compared to this year. Time to learn.

Merry Christmas

2005-12-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hasn't been blogging recently as I'm quite pack up and busy with Scouts stuff but anyway, Merry Christmas to all my friends.

This Christmas is indeed a white Christmas for me. Went to town yesterday with a group of frens and I somehow feels that the spirit of Christmas for this year is not as strong as last year. Went foam-ing around and I remember we "foam" the whole lift in cineleisure. Haha. Went walking and foam-ing around Orchard. Christmas in Singapore is like that one lah. My whole body was so messed up and thx to the girl who make me a Santa Claus, too late to take my revenge before she went off.

Went to Clarke Quay and we walked all the way to Marina side, took a bus there at 6am plus and headed home. Wash up, sleep.

Christmas is always so memorable for me. Really memorable.

To ..., wad say say huh? 1yr le leh! Heading for 2nd yr!

PAE

2005-12-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hey! Received my PAE's posting result and I got in my dream school - Innova Junior College. IJC is the only school I hope to go to. *Where else can I go with 20 pts?*. And I had just noticed that all the school I have once attended are all newly built, which means we are first to use the facilities. Greenridge Primary, Zhenghua Secondary and now Innova JC.

I'm not really prepared to gear up again because of the reasons as follows:
1) I forgot all my mathematics formula and science theory.
2) Heard stories of how JC can make a person go berserk. (Stress lah..)
3) My hair is still coloured.
and lastly, 4) my mind is still in holiday mood.

...

2005-12-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Sad to say, there's still friends around me who got "cheated" by many Multi-Level Marketing companies. I couldn't say these companies are into swindling, but I can very assure you that their plan and stradegy is very cunning and we, teenagers who is lack of experience in the working world, is their main target. Trust me lah. Stop being so naive, you can't earn thousands with just 3 days of experience and a PSLE cert.

*Gives a knock on everyone's head*

Ideas and Suggestion

2005-12-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

Was quite busy with Venturing recently and I started to realise how people thinks. Different people have different views and perspective about issues but I realise most of the time, suggestions and ideas are futile without considering the pros and cons. Many people throw me ideas about how to do this, how to do that, but sad to say, most of them are not practical, in a sense that it does not help much.

There are various factor that we really got to consider each time we throw a suggestion or ideas, like how are we going to implement it? Do we have enough manpower? Do you think it's workable? Do you feels that there are alternatives which is better? Do you think it's convincing enough? Though people exclaimed over the past few centuries that crazy ideas are ideas too but have you ever thought how many crazy ideas are workable? Ya, the famous one will be the aeroplane. So I strongly feels that we should be down to earth and be realistic at times.

Everything have their own pros and cons and that is the fact that human got to accept it, we can't possibly perfect everything but what we can do is to minimise the cons of it. Just for example, a computer. A power failure might cause any unsaved work to be deleted but what can we do about it? We can't possibly build a household computer which doesn't requires electricity to run. What we can do is save the work from time to time. Though we can't fully perfect the computer system, but small precautions such as saving the work from time to time had already make the computer system renown for its efficiency.

Laziness Amplification

2005-12-08T00:50:00.001+08:00

I remembered I use this word "laziness amplification" to describe the bed in the sick bay during my duty as a first aider for the National Patrol Camp. Patients checked in and out and some stay eventhough they are alright for a simple reason - bed is more comfortable than planks, and we first aider, have no right to do anything about it. Somehow I feels that human are getting more and more lazier each time they are treated comfortably with more luxuries given to them.

I reflected upon my perspective after the camp - Which items in my life can be classify as laziness amplification agents?

I'm still looking for my answer and I feel that it's time mankind should wake up and do some reflections before the whole world become more and more lazier! heh. *abit kua zhang lah*